Sunday 28 December 2014

WIDOWER'S PAIN

Panic, patience, a widower’s pain become
Cruelty’ callous, a child of chaos he bore
To a god, he grieves, to a deity he dips
His heart  heaped with hopelessness held

Tears, timing, these a  fool may tame
Fears,  folly, a fate that ruins his fame
Offscouring, offspring, off-screen must off-take
Tis shame shared, on shrinking  shoulders shelved

 A wish will wane, a faith could fade
Duty done, are not deed delayed
Rid a rogue of his rotten right, and a rascal’s rot without a rate
Bravery born on broken backbone we just  but bear

Tis his folly alas we break
For our weakness our strength is tried
In us once a triumph found
A tyrant’s  back is bent for life


THIS GRIEVING LOVE

How can I talk  love when I feel  hate
How can I give joy, while still a'sorrow
How do I share gain, while pain I labour 

I've tried to love you a thousand time
but all you ever give is kiss of death
though what i wanted is  see you happy

I hope you find your happiness if you look
I hope you see a sister’s heart in shreds
I hope you find your light deep within

I pray my words get gentle again
I beg you make them mild again
I know you will find us once again

This bleeding heart will grieve no more
This tortured soul will be at ease
This lost love will dance again in peace

As long as sun and moon still shines
As much as day and night still counts
This raging rain too will soon know quiet


Dedicated to my brother- I hope you become that man someday Henry